1:29am

Ohmygod, Decided to post something on my blog for a long long long time already, however, keep postponing until nowXD and I'm super tired now so zzzz sleep first, see when free only post againXD

I'm so blessed!

Muah~

Happy Valentines Day!

Good evening! Happy Valentines day. Received flowers today~ Thank you guys muack muack /.\ I'm sorry I don't think I wanna post on other place because I don't want people to think I'm showing off T.T... Thank you peoplessssss. I should be happy today but I'm really not in the mood! I mean. Well, everything is so tiring okay! I really wanna forget you. I know you don't like me, I know it. Don't matter what others say, all you make me feel is that you don't like me at all. I guess... But forgetting someone is like sooooo difficult okay. It's either this or the other way round. Tell you how I feel. But I don't think I'll ever have the courage to tell you. I'm really tired and don't know what to do really. I feel so hopeless! argghhh. You always give me hopes then you make me fall. Fall hard. But I don't know really. Time is my limiting factor now. Tired. Really want to know what you feel about me, about us. I can't read through your mind at all. Can we end this really? end this forget everything and all. :( 

One more thing is that uhmm. I'm really pissed off how my parents lock me up at home and don't allow me to go outing with my friends. Like come onnnnn I'm already 18 alright dudessss. I want some freedom alright. Arghhh pissed. I really envy those who can always go out when they like. Party everyday? haha. I just wan some freedom!

11/2/2014

Uhm HELLO! haha.
This is my first post on year 2014. Didn't upload my blog for a long time already. Not that anyone is gonna read this...... My blog can be said abandoned XD Really, I don't know why am I even writing this. Like anyone's gonna care -.- but I'll just write it. For future reference? LOL I'm cute right...-.-
Arhhh so. IGCSE soon. But I don't really feel stressed, don't know why. Not sure this is good thing or not though XD
Okay and so to the exciting part. HEHEHEHE
That guy I like... I really don't know what to think~ arhh *.* We're macam more than friends. I don't know. He is really weird. I can never understand what is he thinking. >_> He really makes me confused! But even if by any chance, maybe 1/100000000000000 MAYBE he likes me or something. I don't think that is good either... Like SERIOUSLY. I'm graduating soon. This is so complicated. :(
LIFEEEEEEE. IS. SOOOOOOOOOO. #$%^&*@$#%^&^$%#.
Sometimes I wanna grow up. A lot of things I can do! but. Sometimes I really don't wanna grow up. Stay forever young! Enjoy everyday!

3.12.2013

Hahaha me and my face-.-

Swimming gala today.

Boring.

I shouldn't have went to school>_>

What we did was just walk around all day. And talk. Hahah

Holiday soon.

1 month.

Can I manage to put my feelings aside?

Forget him. :(

I borrowed the book catching fire from my friend. Can read during holidays :D

Excited to read the book. Haha:D

30/11/2013

December in just less than one hour!

God, the time is passing soo fast.

Can it pause to right now?

I may not be veryyy happy but I still feel I'm blessed. Well, kind of. Hahha

Kay so I don't have the time to bake cookies. Really sad ughh :'(

So I'll just have to wait till when school reopens. Hehe

Went to legoland today with my fellow classmates. Ahahha and my two little devils. Chanelle and Maimunah, they're cute. ❤️

Uhmm. 

I thought I would feel better but.

I don't know ughhh :(

Had a great day today.

But I'm not sure whats wrong with me.

It's like something's missing.

But nevermind. 

Holidays soon. 

Lets just forget it then. Haha

Goodnightttt!